Had enough

okay I had it up this okay u can see it but my hand is fully stretched above my 6.2 long slim body
I just can't take it anymore when somebody brings Sadness to the table and becomes ultra depressed it's tearing me apart because I can't help the person, and i want to fix what's been broken but I can't and it's really bringing u down when ur dating because u know inside urself that no matter what u do ur powerless, u can't fight it with the person if the person thinks about the sad past instead of focusing on the future that's in front of them. i seriously feel that "This Past" is actually killing this lovely future

and I know it takes time to heal but don't start something new right off the bat when ur broken because it breaks ur partner in crime down I'm become more depressed by the hour due to this and i can't make the guy Happy and it makes u feel sad because u wanna help but u can't ur watching ur own world crash and burn because ur absolutely powerless sorry for bringing the violinist I told him to Fuck off but he keeps bashing in he didn't get the memo obviously...hehe at least I can still joke about the pickle i'm in it's my way of healing first I cry then it becomes funny because even though

I could sense and hear the melo tone whenever we talked I actually believed I could turn the frown upside down and make him happy but well that's just me in a nutshell always believing in the good of everybody no matter what, I sound Like a kid but screw that if I didn't exist my opposite wouldn't either Yin and Yan, Day & Night, Life & Death that kinda thing

(11/01 2016)

Now it's almost a week since we broke up(it was last Wednesday  and sheesh it was toughie but I can feel the return of my dumb Smirk and my laughter it's weird actually yes the two first days and during the break up it was a mess I have never try to break up with someone so persistent in keeping to "Fix it" well u can't help somebody who doesn't want ur help because ur the cause to the person's problem because u just Lost the main thing TRUST, I didn't trust him in the end and when I don't trust people I don't want to open up to them. suddenly he told me he felt used because we had sex....
Well he fucked me first at night, yeah I woke up from a dream and he kissed me and we kinda went there the day after I fucked him and it was wonderful and it was last Saturday and Sunday :D

and right thinking of the accuse makes me cracks me up because it was such a baby reason now the dick and ass i pounded walking away better scream and shout "I felt used"... well some people uses other people but to be the lasted fucked claiming u were used that's dumb especially when u were the first to grind somebody's rear because U were horny at the moment.

but that's in the past :D and I'm Mr. Movin'on

this is like 1 week and 4 days old So so sorry Foxies
 Foxytalks 2016

     

omg :D Thx

okay...okay
I love u guys and Gals Mon Renards you know right but every time I see u  actually check the blog even though I don't Post stuff everyday I can see that u Foxies actually check the blog and read some u might have missed and omg every time I see we as ....are we big enough?...Fuck that us as a community actually i know I say this Alot but .....Geez Thank you Foxies seriously Thank u because it makes me feel that the stuff I put out that i'm not the only one feeling this and that somebody actually wanna hear about what the f*** i'm up to in this amazing Crazy Life or actually can relate to this in some way and it makes this Dumb Redheaded Half Canadian half Dane Feel ecstatic about it because It's been a long time being a blogger it still gives gives the little jolt of lighting every time I see that even though I don't post some everyday ur still there and it's not because I feel like My life is complete every time I'll get watches...I feel much more like I said I'm not alone out there  and I know #SameOldSameOldStoryRight? well I feel like I could help somebody even though I'm just a some Dane/Canadian Guy
so I have a plan in life sounds weird but Yeah
whenever I get enough I wanna move to NYC ...it sounds Crazy but it's just enough Crazy for me to make it
when I was I NYC In march 2015 I could Feel this was my people my cup of tea cuz there was Adorkable and Adorable, Salt and pepper, cool and classy, earth prime and Earth 2 etc.  like the opposites could exist  at the same place besides they had Chilidogs and if ur a 90's kid u know why that is so cool here's a hint SEEEEEEGAAAAAAAH!!!

but yeah Besides most of the peeps I've got to know Is from over seas and it would be traveling to Chilliwack BC actually make it easier and Vancouver BC as well omg and even though Paris Je t'aime mon Cherrie NYC always had a special place in my heart

when I was A little dumber Foxy than i am today #YesThatsPossible I dreamt of living in NewYork, going to visit my Grandma in Vancouver or visit Paris to feel the Classic vibe(sidenote: sometimes I feel the way I was taught to be a gentleman or the classic way was due to my grandma because my great grandmother on my mom side or to make it less confusing my granddad's mom was British and she taught her boys; My grand dad and his two brothers, that whatever a man can do a woman can do that too and vice versa which is actually ahead of that time due to he was the same year as my great grandma or my grandma's ma on my mother's side in the year of 1913 so both my grandma's ma and my granddad on my mom's side had experienced both WWs and yes my my grandpa on my mom side was older than my grandma who was born in 1938), but anyways through those two meeting the message grew on the new batch that whatever a man could do a woman could do too when my gen came  we were also taught that whoever we we'r and who ever we loved we our parents would still be proud and vice versa i grew learning how to sew and iron and do the dishes and cook and stuff but also the manly stuff by my uncle and stepdad so no growing up didn't make me Bi but taught me about Equal rights and even though sometimes I feel like my older sister didn't get the memo i'm great full that I was taught that,  because it taught me as a kid that we're equal and my mom taught me that if u follow ur heart, u'll never end up the wrong place or as we know form the song Listen to your heart by RoxEtte "listen to ur heart when he's calling for u" again when I was little and much more shy then now I could have sworn that the the lyrics were when IT'S calling for u  but i'm a bisexual not to say every bisexual thinks like that heey I'd thought i'd heard it like thta but heey that's just a theory, a foxy theory! and yes I watch Game Theory #GameTheoryisawesome

so I'm gonna post something I'd been working cuz Heeey i'd been single for a week and and four days now and I feel u need to know the reason why #Sorry